no love sinceighteensixty5

it was weird.
erykah's song called no love on her Baduizm disc hit me hard the other day while traveling to work. it details the entire trial of my last r'ship with mr.T.. i feel that is a good name for his ass becuz his ass was as fake as the gold MISTER T would wear (and becuz his first name started with the letter..lol).

as dari said, his ass had me BELIEVING in shit that I DON'T believe in.
like translating dreams/missions into reality. he had this thing with wanting a clothing line and i have this thing for wanting to uplift the black community.

hence, when we combined we combusted with the idea of a social awarness blog...

that shit don't erase when your r'ship does, hmph!

lol

anyways...the moral is that i have robbed the articles i wrote for the blog on (http://sinceighteensixtyfive.blogspot.com/) and am going to post it here...

i designed the blog.
and im going to delete that sun'of'a'bitch.

thank you.

"...but i don't usually," -biggie.

i wonder.

*what would happen if Tupac arrived at the Notorious premiere...

check out this site:
http://www.faceinhole.com/us/

i love it .

16*

16 things you don't know about me?

quite random.

1. i want an Altima coupe with a sun roof and then a Audi coupe with a convertible top. in that order.

2. i am obsessed with Triscuits and sushi.

3. i have flat feet.

4. i'm overprotective of those that i love. i will fight. (sum'thang i never thought possible.)

5. i want to adopt. or birth 3 boys.

6. rihanna is the baddast bitch. right behind kimora. and me of course ;-]




7. i love goodwill stores. i live there. Prada wallet was found there. I orgasm. profusley when one is found.

8. i want to fly straight to Durban South Africa. and chill at the beach right NOW! (its summer there)

9. LOOOOOOOVES fishing!!!!

10. i want and iTouch. (wishlist :)

11. i hate those purses that look like a cow was used to make em.

12. i will do ANYTHING around the house but cut grass. allergic.

13. i wanna bed Lupe Fiasco. more so his music than him.

14. i know EVERY word to EVERY song on the Miseducation of Lauryn Hill.

15. never have i worn weave.

16. said i love you. but always questioned the validity.

SASHA FIERR--rrmm..i mean Beyonce:

I have said on MANY occasions that my fave. music from Beyonce is from Writings on the Wall and Dangerously in Love.

I bought the new I Am disc and returned the shit the following day...but this song..
is beautiful.

My fave verse is this one:

Hit me like a ray of sun
Burning through my darkest night
You're the only one that I want
Think I'm addicted to your light
I swore I'd never fall again
But this don't even feel like falling
Gravity can't forget
To pull me to the ground again

and it is kinda sick that it may only be because of a certain somebody, HA!
go figure.
anyways, the point is that I like Halo. and that's it.

Video: Halo-Beyonce.

New yr. New me.

It is a new year!
I normally do not do these things called resolutions besides resolving issues or problems. But this year I feel different. I am not sure why that is, but I need not to question.

Firstly: I want to gather and organize my finances so this time next year, I am solid with my money.
Secondly: I want to save my money.
Thirdly: I want my passport before year ends.


The steps I will take to reach my goals are listed...
#1-Sit and call and arrange payments for the next 3/4 months and have at least half of all unecessary bills paid off and defer payment on school loans for one year. And meet with Spring Hill on how to do so.

#2-Set up direct deposit for both savings accounts, at a credit union and commercial bank.

#3-"Order" a new social secruity card and birth certificate to submit for a passport.
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I do not know where this sudden burst of inspiration has occured. I have never been able to firmly state my goals and the steps needed to complete the goals. I have never written them down or have been so serious about them. A person I once value, who is now in my past for a reasonable reason, once said that when I am able to sit and write my goals, that is when my mind is ready to evaluate who I am as an individual and will be able to learn how to focus my energy on how to conceptulize my life and its value to the world/community around me.

I do not know about you, but my life is destined.

Whether or not I have one on my side or if I ride shotgun solo.

Life is short and there is nothing but the vision of attainment in my future.
~ ~ ~

On another note, I need a change physically.

I found a new haircut. I thought I wanted to grow out my hair after chopping inches off a year and a half ago. Dari's issue of Nylon inspired me to take another cut to my mane, like Lily Allen:

LA.Bella..

in love with this blog:

www.LdotAdotBella.blogspot.com

(i know, i know...i've been neglecting my blog...imma step up my game lol)